To MD,
Looking back at our time together, I see that chapter of my life with so much clarity. After the trauma I had just been through, your brother introduced us, and you became my first real at-home boyfriend. Back then, I didn't realize how deeply I was affected by my father leaving. I was young, carrying a void I didn't know how to fill, and without realizing it, I became emotionally dependent on you. Thank you for being there for me when I needed a safe place, and I apologize for the heavy weight of that dependency.
As the years passed, you sought out adventures elsewhere—things that seemed more vivid and captivating to you than what we shared. During that time, I felt deeply lonely and used, carrying the quiet ache of feeling like I was somehow "less." With time and maturity, I have learned to release that self-blame. I was not less; I was simply young, healing, and trying to navigate my own worth.
Eventually, my feelings shifted. I stopped loving you, and I finally began looking forward toward my own future.
I am thankful for the period we spent together and for the comfort we offered each other when we needed it. I am so glad that we are on good terms today. I hold no resentment—only peace—and I genuinely wish you love, fulfillment, and a wonderful life.
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